17/09/10: Today felt like just another day, today felt like another day of learning, another day of growing up and of course another day of conquering life, yet today was different. Today I turned 21, don’t know why but it feels good, it feels like entering a new world where everything changes, everything seems different yet the same and suddenly I feel grown up.
What happened before this day were memories and its time to make new memories now, better memories for a better future. I have done everything a guy of my age is supposed to do. I have broken a few rules yet stuck to most of them. In these 21yrs of my life I have been a regular guy, doing everything right for myself and others around me. It feels good when I know that I have made some one happy with my actions cause in the end that’s always been my nature. I have always lived in constant fear of failure, that some day I will fall to the ground cause I did not put in enough of hardwork, because I was not diligent enough, and this fear pushes me, urges me to move forward, to strive for the best and never look back. There have been times when I failed and there have been times where I have excelled in my own ways.
In these 21 years I have loved and lost, and yet I live with a smile on my face and courage in my actions. I know it as a fact that I am confident and responsible for my own actions, that what ever I do whether right or wrong is keeping me happy, is helping me live and is forming a part of my memories. A significant part of me which is molding me every day.
In these 21 years I have been a simple person with simple needs, but with big dreams, but why is it that at the end of all dreams I want a simple life, something which I already possess? Yet these dreams push me forward towards my goal. Towards a goal I slowly unwrap every passing sun.
Some day when I read this letter I may be settled in life, different from what I am now, and Iwill wonder why did I ever write such a letter? Its to make you realize how much I have changed and what it felt like to be 21.
Things you STILL do which I am sure you will never do later in the future:
· Sit and wonder about everything you have done and just smile at all your stupidity and all your faults.
· Prefer listening to music than sitting with friends cause you simply loved your music.
· Play FIFA ‘ 08 like it’s an integral part of your life and something you cannot do without.
· Dream of making it big someday with your hardwork and honesty to your work.
· Make people around you happier than you are cause that gives you the most happiness.
· Afternoon Nap: The most important event of the day.
· Finish up all your work by 9pm and just sit and relax, watching something or just sitting there satisfied to of what you achieved that day.
· Write another foolish letter like this one ever again! Though you just want to pen down your feelings , you wont cause you think its not the solution, but trust me don’t think just do it!
· Think more and act lesser than what you act now, Please never do this.
· Listen to those old tracks which once upon a time brought a smile to your face.
I know every one will change with time and tats how it is supposed to be, just remember one thing that when you are 21, you loved yourself and had the most perfect life a person could dream off. I hope you continue to live on this way cause that’s what your dream always was.
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